If your suicidal please read this!

    Fix your hair, put on your make-up, put on your clothes, fake a smile, keep acting like your happy because you think no one would care. well you have me, I've been there I know how your feeling, I know it hurts, and I know its killing you. But just listen to me because this could save your life.
   I have a question and I want an honest answer, actually I have a few so wait and tell me after.
How do you think it would make your family feel? If you took the next step and went in for the kill? You'll be gone so you wont have to hurt, but your being selfish by leaving them in the dirt. I know in some cases you think you Mom doesn't care, but she gave birth to you, you know she will care.
  No one said life would be easy, but your blessed to be alive. Id give anything to have my friend back, but I couldn't save her so I'm trying to save you. Suicide isn't a joke so think before you do. It gets better even though it may seem like things will never change, you just have to give it time. You cant see the future you don't know what's going to happen. What if you become famous and turn out to be an actress?
   Do you really want to take your life early? Do you really want all your friends and family to be hurting? No? Well than pick your head up, I need you to be strong. I know its tough, I need you to promise me that you wont hold it in. And if your feeling suicidal, promise that you'll talk to a friend. Because I wanna see you smile, I wanna see a lot of them. (:   
   Stay strong! Just know things will get better!
                                                                          Sincerely, Caitlin<3